Sunday, February 19, 2006

Why is this Goodbye?

I wanted to blog because I wanted to
Look at myself but not being me;
He seemed great but really great
Was how he looked at me.

So...

He liked being me and I really liked
All the things he was doing to me;
We were two and we were one
Life was never so carefree.

But...

He started to preachify me and I
Am beginning to feel the ennui;
Now, I return to the world of
Hamster Huey and the Gooey Kablooie!

I still feel I'll miss me...

NOTES:

Yes. This is goodbye. I liked seeing myself take another form to tell me things I wish I had known. But, as I said, when he became more like preachifying (that’s actually a word – looked it up in the dictionary), I knew I had to stop. I sure hope it hasn’t been too late.

I’m not going to blog anymore; I’m not willing to take another form again. So, as you think “Is this guy Schizophrenic?”, I’ll tell you this: Everybody is. Everyone has a good side and a bad side, to remember the Tamil song ‘Kadavul paadhi, Mirugam paadhi/ Kalandhu seidha kalavai naan’ (I’m a mixture of half-god and half-beast). And this blog was my good side, preaching too much. So much that the Liar couldn’t stand anymore.

I really think that I won’t be back anytime soon. So, I’d like to thank all of you who helped me write this blog:

Ravi Teja R (me) – for giving all the ideas to write this stuff.

Aditya RR, Subha Rani, Sarma RVSN, J and Kishore Narayan (family) – for reading my posts and giving great feedback.

The Ranting Human – for introducing me to blogging, and all the feedback.

Chaos and Diety – for your valuable friendship, time and appreciation.

Antickpix, Spice Mix, Tsunami, New Illuminati and Punk Parent – for dropping by to leave some comments (and) being great friends.

And all others who have read this blog.

Thank you,

Ravi Teja R.